Wednesday, February 25, 2015


There are three obstacles of life everyone goes through
1. Childhood
when you're a child you're usually full of joy...
Oblivious to the real problems that the big kids face
and when you see what the older kids can do you want to grow up fast
but you don't realize how much the small things that make you happy will change 
and happiness is harder to come by
and soon time will fly
and all you'll be able to do is look up in the sky as it passes by
and all the happiness will leave your mind 
then your beautiful smile becomes even harder to find
and then your view of beauty is changing 
and you know beauty is in the eye of the beholder
2. Love
the scariest part of life
not knowing if its real or fake 
if its a give and take
if I can cherish her
if I can care for her
if I can relate to her
if I can only see the best in her
if I can stress with her
if I can confess to her
if I can want the best for her
Does that mean I love her? 
I'm not even sure if this is fate 
and I always want to ask why sometimes shes filled with hate worrying if its too early or late
is she just a date or a soul mate
yelling words filled with hate 
makes you think is this really fate
knowing this is not something you can create
because when its 2am and shes thinking its over 
it isn't.
and then we reach this point that changes both of us and everything shifts 
then you start thinking differently and point of view switches 
because I though she was going to leave me 
but I had to leave her
see the thing is she had a closet with monsters 
and I had a closet with demons
when we mixed it was a bad combonation 
but I dont like her monsters 
her monsters like to hurt me 
my demons are just little things i cant help 
monsters are the things that can instantly kill you 
they hurt you right away 
my demons just let you know they are her they might get you filled with fear but the most they can do is give a good scare
3. Death 
the best and worst part of life
when you die it's both the end and beginning of something new 
it's the end of your journey 
it's the end of you many problems
it's the end of your suffering
it's the beginning of every ones grieving 
it's the beginning of your absence 
it's the beginning of nothing
you're dead so you'll just have to embrace it
face the fact that you're dead and there's nothing much you can do about it 
doesn't matter if you took your own way out and suicide it
or kept running til' you couldn't fight it
and the disease took over 
or you were killed because you ran out of luck on your four leaf clover
or maybe you just weren't sober
either way it's over

Life can be a crazy maze 

but you can't get amazed 
because it's life and we all are just a part of one long book missing the last page.