Obstacles

There are three obstacles of life everyone goes through

1. Childhood

when you're a child you're usually full of joy...

Oblivious to the real problems that the big kids face

and when you see what the older kids can do you want to grow up fast

but you don't realize how much the small things that make you happy will change 

and happiness is harder to come by

and soon time will fly

and all you'll be able to do is look up in the sky as it passes by

and all the happiness will leave your mind 

then your beautiful smile becomes even harder to find

and then your view of beauty is changing 

and you know beauty is in the eye of the beholder

2. Love

the scariest part of life

not knowing if its real or fake 

if its a give and take

if I can cherish her

if I can care for her

if I can relate to her

if I can only see the best in her

if I can stress with her

if I can confess to her

if I can want the best for her

Does that mean I love her? 

I'm not even sure if this is fate 

and I always want to ask why sometimes shes filled with hate worrying if its too early or late

is she just a date or a soul mate

yelling words filled with hate 

makes you think is this really fate

knowing this is not something you can create

because when its 2am and shes thinking its over 

it isn't.

and then we reach this point that changes both of us and everything shifts 

then you start thinking differently and point of view switches 

because I though she was going to leave me 

but I had to leave her

see the thing is she had a closet with monsters 

and I had a closet with demons

when we mixed it was a bad combonation 

but I dont like her monsters 

her monsters like to hurt me 

my demons are just little things i cant help 

monsters are the things that can instantly kill you 

they hurt you right away 

my demons just let you know they are her they might get you filled with fear but the most they can do is give a good scare

3. Death 
the best and worst part of life
when you die it's both the end and beginning of something new 
it's the end of your journey 
it's the end of you many problems
it's the end of your suffering
now...
it's the beginning of every ones grieving 
it's the beginning of your absence 
it's the beginning of nothing
you're dead so you'll just have to embrace it
face the fact that you're dead and there's nothing much you can do about it 
doesn't matter if you took your own way out and suicide it
or kept running til' you couldn't fight it
and the disease took over 
or you were killed because you ran out of luck on your four leaf clover
or maybe you just weren't sober
either way it's over

Life can be a crazy maze 
but you can't get amazed 
because it's life and we all are just a part of one long book missing the last page.